Monday, January 28, 2013
I guess I can't expect every day to be a good one, but it really felt like I was getting past the scary dark depression that had me down for so many months. Today I had to fight tears for the first time since early December. (All fall, I was crying multiple times a day, every day.) Things have been a LOT better lately, and it felt like I had finally shaken off the worst of it. But today I got that familiar lump in my throat and that yucky horrible feeling in my head and my stomach, and pleaseGodplease don't let me be falling down this hole again.