I'm just fed up. With doctors, with food, with myself. Today I had a really crappy appointment with my dietician followed by another crappy appointment with my ED doctor where I felt bullied and patronized. I have this urge to cancel everything for the next week or two and get a break from it all.
A friend of mine used to tell me that when I wanted to cancel an appt. was when I really needed to go the most.
ReplyDeleteCan you communicate to your therapist and dietitian how you feel? Communication all around is important, and sometimes what they perceive as helping you may not be at all and vice versa.
Sounds like it's a rough time; I hope your weekend is going okay. Really sorry you felt patronized and pushed around by your treatment team. I guess it's always important to ask yourself whether *you* feel like that or your disorder feels like that...but the answer could be either one, or both, and I'm sorry you're frustrated. Hang in there and stay strong, you deserve all the benefits you'll reap from making it through this recovery ordeal. <3
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