- I am 20 years old but I've been mistaken for a high school freshman twice in the last year.
- I am a mix of six different ethnicities.
- I played the violin for 15 years and almost went to a music conservatory for college. Now, I barely play at all and I haven't touched my violin in almost a year.
- I bite my nails like crazy.
- My mom and I have always been super close, but my anorexia has put a major strain on our relationship. We talk to each other about pretty much everything except for that.
- Nature makes me happy but I am intensely afraid of poison ivy.
- And snakes.
- I have a 23-year-old brother who is the smartest, funniest person I know. Growing up, we fought nonstop but now we are much closer.
- I tried to read a book on my mom's Kindle but hated it so much that the book was totally ruined for me. I had to go buy a paperback copy and reread it.
- Depression, diabetes, cancer, alcoholism, and schizophrenia all run in my family.
- My dad looks Middle Eastern (he's not) and anytime I am in an airport with him, we get stopped and searched.
- Six months ago, I decided to give up Diet Coke because I read that it's bad for your bones. I've pretty much abstained in that time with only a couple of lapses. We'll see if I can hold out during the summer.
- I refuse to give up coffee.
- I know I'm not supposed to, but I still weigh myself twice a day.
- I am terrified of giant squids. Not sharks, just squids. Even in swimming pools.
- When I was in fourth grade, my teacher told me that I should try reading Gone With the Wind when I got older. I made my mom go buy it for me that day and I finished it within the week. I have since read it about five more times.
- The same teacher also once told me: "No one is going to know that you're smart unless you speak up and let them know."
- My biggest insecurity is that people will think I am shallow for having anorexia.